When I
drew nigh the nameless city I knew it was accursed. I was traveling
in a parched and terrible valley under the moon, and afar I saw it protruding
uncannily above the sands as parts of a corpse may protrude from an ill-made
grave. Fear spoke from the age-worn stones of this hoary survivor
of the deluge, this great-grandfather of the eldest pyramid; and a viewless
aura repelled me and bade me retreat from antique and sinister secrets
that no man should see, and no man else had dared to see..
Remote
in the desert of Araby lies the nameless city, crumbling and inarticulate,
its low walls nearly hidden by the sands of uncounted ages. It must have
been thus before the first stones of Memphis were laid, and while the bricks
of Babylon were yet unbaked. There is no legend so old as to give it a
name, or to recall that it was ever alive; but it is told of in whispers
around campfires and muttered about by grandams in the tents of sheiks
so that all the tribes shun it without wholly knowing why. It was of this
place that Abdul Alhazred the mad poet dreamed of the night before he sang
his unexplained couplet:
That is not dead which can eternal lie,
And with strange aeons death may die.
I should
have know that the Arabs had good reason for shunning the nameless city,
the city told of in strange tales but seen by no living man, yet I defied
them and went into the untrodden waste with my camel. I alone have seen
it, and that is why no other face bears such hideous lines of fear as mine;
why no other man shivers so horribly when the night wind rattles the windows.
When I came upon it in the ghastly stillness of unending sleep it looked
at me, chilly from the rays of a cold moon amidst the desert's heat. And
as I returned its look I forgot my triumph at finding it, and stopped still
with my camel to wait for the dawn.
For
hours I waited, till the east grew grey and the stars faded, and the grey
turned to roseate light edged with gold. I heard a moaning and saw a storm
of sand stirring among the antique stones though the sky was clear and
the vast reaches of desert still. Then suddenly above the desert's far
rim came the blazing edge of the sun, seen through the tiny sandstorm which
was passing away, and in my fevered state I fancied that form some remote
depth there came a crash of musical metal to hail the fiery disc as Memnon
hails it from the banks of the Nile. My ears rang and my imagination seethed
as I led my camel slowly across the sand to that unvocal place; that place
which I alone of living men had seen.
In and
out amongst the shapeless foundations of houses and places I wandered,
finding never a carving or inscription to tell of these men, if men they
were, who built this city and dwelt therein so long ago. The antiquity
of the spot was unwholesome, and I longed to encounter some sign or device
to prove that the city was indeed fashioned by mankind. There were
certain proportions and dimensions in the ruins which I did
not like. I had with me many tools, and dug much within the walls
of the obliterated edifices; but progress was slow, and nothing significant
was revealed. When night and the moon returned I felt a chill wind
which brought new fear, so that I did not dare to remain in the city.
And as I went outside the antique walls to sleep, a small sighing sandstorm
gathered behind me, blowing over the grey stones though the moon was bright
and most of the desert still.
I awakened
just at down from a pageant of horrible dreams, my ears ringing as from
some metallic peal. I saw the sun peering redly through the last gusts
of a little sandstorm that hovered over the nameless city, and marked the
quietness of the rest of the landscape. Once more I ventured within those
brooding ruins that swelled beneath the sank like an ogre under a coverlet,
and again dug vainly for relics of the forgotten race. At noon I rested,
and in the afternoon I spent much time tracing the walls and bygone streets,
and the outlines of the nearly vanished buildings. I saw that the city
had been mighty indeed, and wondered at the sources of its greatness. To
myself I pictured all the spendours of an age so distant that Chaldaea
could not recall it, and thought of Sarnath the Doomed, that stood in the
land of Mnar when mankind was young, and of Ib, that was carven of grey
stone before mankind existed.
All
at once I came upon a place where the bed rock rose stark through the sand
and formed a low cliff; and here I saw with joy what seemed to promise
further traces of the antediluvian people. Hewn rudely on the face of the
cliff were the unmistakable facades of several small, squat rock houses
or temples; whose interiors might preserve many secrets of ages too remote
for calculation, though sandstorms had long effaced any carvings which
may have been outside.
Very
low and sand-choked were all the dark apertures near me, but I cleared
on with my spade and crawled through it, carrying a torch to reveal whatever
mysteries it might hold. When I was inside I saw that the cavern was indeed
a temple, and beheld plain signs of the race that had lived and worshipped
before the desert was a desert. Primitive altars, pillars, and niches,
all curiously low, were not absent; and though I saw no sculptures or frescoes,
there were many singular stones clearly shaped into symbols by artificial
means. The lowness of the chiselled chamber was very strange, for I could
hardly kneel upright; but the area was so great that my torch showed only
part of it at a time. I shuddered oddly in some of the far corners; for
certain altars and stones suggested forgotten rites of terrible, revolting
and inexplicable nature and made me wonder what manner of men could
have made and frequented such
a temple. When I had seen all that the place contained, I crawled out again,
avid to find what the temples might yield.
Night
had now approached, yet the tangible things I had seen made curiosity stronger
than fear, so that I did not flee from the long mooncast shadows that had
daunted me when first I saw the nameless city. In the twilight I cleared
another aperture and with a new torch crawled into it, finding more vague
stones and symbols, though nothing more definite than the other temple
had contained. the room was just as low, but much less broad, ending in
a very narrow passage crowded with obscure and cryptical shrines. About
these shrines I was prying when the noise of a wind and my camel outside
broke through the stillness and drew me forth to see what could have frightened
the beast.
The
moon was gleaming vividly over the primitive ruins, lighting a dense cloud
of sand that seemed blown by a strong but decreasing wind from some point
along the cliff ahead of me. I knew it was this chilly, sandy wind which
had disturbed the camel and was about to lead him to a place of better
shelter when I chanced to glance up and saw that there was no wind atop
the cliff. This astonished me and made me fearful again, but I immediately
recalled the sudden local winds that I had seen and heard before at sunrise
and sunset, and judged it was a normal thing. I decided it came from some
rock fissure leading to a cave, and watched the troubled sand to trace
it to its source; soon perceiving that it came from the black orifice of
a temple a long distance south of me, almost out of sight. Against the
choking sand-cloud I plodded toward this temple, which as I neared it loomed
larger than the rest, and shewed a doorway far less clogged with caked
sand. I would have entered had not the terrific force of the icy wind almost
quenched my
torch. It poured madly out of
the dark door, sighing uncannily as it ruffled the sand and spread among
the weird ruins. Soon it grew fainter and the sand grew more and more still,
till finally all was at rest again; but a presence seemed stalking among
the spectral stones of the city, and when I glanced at the moon it seemed
to quiver as though mirrored in unquiet waters. I was more afraid than
I could explain, but not enough to dull my thirst for wonder; so as soon
as the wind was quite gone I crossed into the dark chamber from which it
had come.
This
temple, as I had fancied from the outside, was larger than either of those
I had visited before; and was presumably a natural cavern since it bore
winds form some region beyond. Here I could stand quite upright, but say
that the stones and altars were as low as those in the other temples. On
the walls and roof I beheld for the first time some traces of the pictorial
art of the ancient race, curious curling streaks of paint that had almost
faded or crumbled away; and on two of the altars I saw with rising excitement
a maze of well-fashioned curvilinear carvings. As I help my torch aloft
it seemed to me that the shape of the roof was too regular to be natural,
and I wondered what the prehistoric cutters of stone had first worked upon.
Their engineering skill must have been vast.
Then
a brighter flare of the fantastic flame showed that from which I had been
seeking, the opening to those remoter abysses whence the sudden wind had
blown; and I grew faint when I saw that it was a small and plainly artificial
door chiselled in the solid rock. I thrust my torch within, beholding
a black tunnel with the roof arching low over a rough flight of very small,
numerous and steeply descending steps. I shall always see those steps
in my dreams, for I came to learn what they meant. At the time I
hardly knew whether to call them steps or mere footholds in a precipitous
descent. My mind was whirling with mad thoughts, and the words and
warning of Arab prophets seemed to float across the desert from the land
that men know to the nameless city that men dare not know. Yet I
hesitated only for a moment before advancing through the portal and commencing
to climb cautiously
down the steep passage, feet
first, as though on a ladder.
It is
only in the terrible phantasms of drugs or delirium that any other man
can have such a descent as mine. The narrow passage led infinitely down
like some hideous haunted well, and the torch I held above my head could
not light the unknown depths toward which I was crawling. I lost track
of the hours and forgot to consult my watch, though I was frightened when
I thought of the distance I must have be traversing. There were changes
of direction and of steepness; and once I came to a long, low, level passage
where I had to wriggle my feet first along the rocky floor, holding torch
at arm's length beyond my head. The place was not high enough for kneeling.
After that were more of the steep steps, and I was still scrambling down
interminably when my failing torch died out. I do not think I noticed it
at the time, for when I did notice it I was still holding it above me as
if it were ablaze. I was quite unbalanced with that instinct for the strange
and the unknown which had made me a wanderer upon earth and a haunter of
far, ancient, and forbidden places.
In the
darkness there flashed before my mind fragments of my cherished treasury
of daemonic lore; sentences from Alhazred the mad Arab, paragraphs from
the apocryphal nightmares of Damascius, and infamous lines from the delirious
Image du Monde of Gauthier de Metz. I repeated queer extracts, and muttered
of Afrasiab and the daemons that floated with him down the Oxus; later
chanting over and over again a phrase from one of Lord Dunsany's tales--"The
unreveberate blackness of the abyss." Once when the descent grew amazingly
steep I recited something in sing-song from Thomas Moore until I feared
to recite more:
A reservoir of darkness, black
As witches' cauldrons are, when fill'd
With moon-drugs in th' eclipse distill'd
Leaning to look if foot might pass
Down thro' that chasm, I saw, beneath,
As far as vision could explore,
The jetty sides as smooth as glass,
Looking as if just varnish'd o'er
With that dark pitch the Seat of Death
Throws out upon its slimy shore.
Time
had quite ceased to exist when my feet again felt a level floor, and I
found myself in a place slightly higher than the rooms in the two smaller
temples now so incalculably far above my head. I could not quite stand,
but could kneel upright, and in the dark I shuffled and crept hither and
thither at random. I soon knew that I was in a narrow passage whose walls
were lined with cases of wood having glass fronts. As in that Palaeozoic
and abysmal place I felt of such things as polished wood and glass I shuddered
at the possible implications. The cases were apparently ranged along each
side of the passage at regular intervals, and were oblong and horizontal,
hideously like coffins in shape and size. When I tried to move two or three
for further examination, I found that they were firmly fastened.
I saw
that the passage was a long one, so floundered ahead rapidly in a creeping
run that would have seemed horrible had any eye watched me in the blackness;
crossing from side to side occasionally to feel of my surroundings and
be sure the walls and rows of cases still stretched on. Man is so
used to thinking visually that I almost forgot the darkness and pictured
the endless corridor of wood and glass in its low-studded monotony as though
I saw it. And then in a moment of indescribable emotion I did see it.
Just
when my fancy merged into real sight I cannot tell; but there came a gradual
glow ahead, and all at once I knew that I saw the dim outlines of a corridor
and the cases, revealed by some unknown subterranean phosphorescence. For
a little while all was exactly as I had imagined it, since the glow was
very faint; but as I mechanically kept stumbling ahead into the stronger
light I realised that my fancy had been but feeble. This hall was no relic
of crudity like the temples in the city above, but a monument of the most
magnificent and exotic art. Rich, vivid, and daringly fantastic designs
and pictures formed a continuous scheme of mural paintings whose lines
and colours were beyond description. The cases were of a strange golden
wood, with fronts of exquisite glass, and containing the mummified forms
of creatures outreaching in grotesqueness the most chaotic dreams of man.
To convey
any idea of these monstrosities is impossible. They were of the reptile
kind, with body lines suggestion sometimes the crocodile, sometimes the
seal, but more often nothing of which either the naturalist or the palaeontologist
ever heard. In size they approximated a small man, and their fore-legs
bore delicate and evident feet curiously like human hands and fingers.
But strangest of all were their heads, which presented a contour violating
al know biological principles. To nothing can such things be well compared--in
one flash I thought of comparisons as varied as the cat, the bullfrog,
the mythic Satyr, and the human being. Not Jove himself had had so colossal
and protuberant a forehead, yet the horns and the noselessness and the
alligator-like jaw placed things outside all established ategories.
I debated for a time on the reality of the mummies, half suspecting they
were artificial idols; but soon decided they were indeed some palaeogean
species which had lived when the nameless city was alive. To crown
their grotesqueness, most of them were gorgeously enrobed in the costliest
of fabrics, and lavishly laden with ornaments of gold, jewels, and unknown
shining metals.
The
importance of these crawling creatures must have been vast, for they held
first place among the wild designs on the frescoed walls and ceiling.
With matchless skill had the artist drawn them in a world of their own,
wherein they had cities and gardens fashioned to suit their dimensions;
and I could not help but think that their pictured history was allegorical,
perhaps shewing the progress of the race that worshipped them. These creatures,
I said to myself, were to men of the nameless city what the she-wolf was
to Rome, or some totem-beast is to a tribe of Indians.
Holding
this view, I could trace roughly a wonderful epic of the nameless city;
the tale of a mighty seacoast metropolis that ruled the world before Africa
rose out of the waves, and of its struggles as the sea shrank away, and
the desert crept into the fertile valley that held it. I saw its wars and
triumphs, its troubles and defeats, and afterwards its terrible fight against
the desert when thousands of its people - here represented in allegory
by the grotesque reptiles - were driven to chisel their way down though
the rocks in some marvellous manner to another world whereof their prophets
had told them. It was all vividly weird and realistic, and its connection
with the awesome descent I had made was unmistakable. I even recognized
the passages.
As I
crept along the corridor toward the brighter light I saw later stages of
the painted epic - the leave-taking of the race that had dwelt in the nameless
city and the valley around for ten million years; the race whose souls
shrank from quitting scenes their bodies had known so long where they had
settled as nomads in the earth's youth, hewing in the virgin rock those
primal shrines at which they had never ceased to worship. Now that the
light was better I studied the pictures more closely and, remembering that
the strange reptiles must represent the unknown men, pondered upon the
customs of the nameless city. Many things were peculiar and inexplicable.
The civilization, which included a written alphabet, had seemingly risen
to a higher order than those immeasurably later civilizations of Egypt
and Chaldaea, yet there were curious omissions. I could, for example, find
no pictures to represent deaths or funeral customs, save such as were related
to wars, violence, and plagues; and I wondered at the reticence shown concerning
natural death. It was as though an ideal of immortality had been fostered
as a cheering illusion.
Still
nearer the end of the passage was painted scenes of the utmost picturesqueness
and extravagance: contrasted views of the nameless city in its desertion
and growing ruin, and of the strange new realm of paradise to which the
race had hewed its way through the stone. In these views the city and the
desert valley were shewn always by moonlight, golden nimbus hovering over
the fallen walls, and half-revealing the splendid perfection of former
times, shown spectrally and elusively by the artist. The paradisal scenes
were almost too extravagant to be believed, portraying a hidden world of
eternal day filled with glorious cities and ethereal hills and valleys.
At the very last I thought I saw signs of an artistic anticlimax. The paintings
were less skillful, and much more bizarre than even the wildest of the
earlier scenes. They seemed to record a slow decadence of the
ancient stock, coupled with
a growing ferocity toward the outside world from which it was driven by
the desert. The forms of the people--always represented by the sacred reptiles--appeared
to be gradually wasting away, through their spirit as shewn hovering above
the ruins by moonlight gained in proportion. Emaciated priests, displayed
as reptiles in ornate robes, cursed the upper air and all who breathed
it; and one terrible final scene shewed a primitive-looking man, perhaps
a pioneer of ancient Irem, the City of Pillars, torn to pieces by members
of the elder race. I remember how the Arabs fear the nameless city, and
was glad that beyond this place the grey walls and ceiling were bare.
As I
viewed the pageant of mural history I had approached very closely to the
end of the low-ceiled hall, and was aware of a gate through which came
all of the illuminating phosphorescence. Creeping up to it, I cried aloud
in transcendent amazement at what lay beyond; for instead of other and
brighter chambers there was only an illimitable void of uniform radiance,
such on might fancy when gazing down from the peak of Mount Everest upon
a sea of sunlit mist. Behind me was a passage so cramped that I could not
stand upright in it; before me was an infinity of subterranean effulgence.
Reaching
down from the passage into the abyss was the head of a steep flight of
steps - small numerous steps like those of black passages I had traversed
- but after a few feet the glowing vapours concealed everything. Swung
back open against the left-hand wall of the passage was a massive door
of brass, incredibly thick and decorated with fantastic bas-reliefs, which
could if closed shut the whole inner world of light away from the vaults
and passages of rock. I looked at the step, and for the nonce dared not
try them. I touched the open brass door, and could not move it. Then I
sank prone to the stone floor, my mind aflame with prodigious reflections
which not even a death-like exhaustion could banish.
As I
lay still with closed eyes, free to ponder, many things I had lightly notes
in the frescoes came back to me with new and terrible significance - scenes
representing the nameless city in its heyday - the vegetations of the valley
around it, and the distant lands with which its merchants traded.
The allegory of the crawling creatures puzzled me by its universal prominence,
and I wondered that it would be so closely followed in a pictured history
of such importance. In the frescoes the nameless city had been shewn in
proportions fitted to the reptiles. I wondered what its real proportions
and magnificence had been, and reflected a moment on certain oddities I
had noticed in the ruins. I thought curiously of the lowness of the primal
temples and of the underground corridor, which were doubtless hewn thus
out of deference to the reptile deities there honoured; though it perforce
reduced the worshippers to crawling. Perhaps the very rites here involved
crawling in imitation of the creatures. No religious theory, however, could
easily explain why the level
passages in that awesome descent should be as low as the temples - or lower,
since one cold not even kneel in it. As I thought of the crawling creatures,
whose hideous mummified forms were so close to me, I felt a new throb of
fear. Mental associations are curious, and I shrank from the idea that
except for the poor primitive man torn to pieces in the last painting,
mine was the only human form amidst the many relics and symbols of the
primordial life.
But
as always in my strange and roving existence, wonder soon drove out fear;
for the luminous abyss and what it might contain presented a problem worthy
of the greatest explorer. that a weird world of mystery lay far down that
flight of peculiarly small steps I could not doubt, and I hoped to find
there those human memorials which the painted corridor had failed to give.
The frescoes had pictures unbelievable cities, and valleys in this lower
realm, and my fancy dwelt on the rich and colossal ruins that awaited me.
My fears,
indeed, concerned the past rather than the future. Not even the physical
horror of my position in that cramped corridor of dead reptiles and antediluvian
frescoes, miles below the world I knew and faced by another world of eery
light and mist, could match the lethal dread I felt at the abysmal antiquity
of the scene and its soul. An ancientness so vast that measurement is feeble
seemed to leer down from the primal stones and rock-hewn temples of the
nameless city, while the very latest of the astounding maps in the frescoes
shewed oceans and continents that man has forgotten, with only here and
there some vaguely familiar outlines. Of what could have happened in the
geological ages since the paintings ceased and the death-hating race resentfully
succumbed to decay, no man might say. Life had once teemed in these caverns
and in the luminous realm beyond; now I was alone with vivid relics, and
I trembled to think of the countless ages through which these relics had
kept a silent deserted vigil.
Suddenly
there came another burst of that acute fear which had intermittently seized
me ever since I first say the terrible valley and the nameless city under
a cold moon, and despite my exhaustion I found myself starting frantically
to a sitting posture and gazing back along the black corridor toward the
tunnels that rose to the outer world. My sensations were like those which
had made me shun the nameless city at night, and were as inexplicable as
they were poignant. In another moment, however, I received a still greater
shock in the form of a definite sound - the first which had broken the
utter silence of these tomb-like depths. It was a deep, low moaning, as
of a distant throng of condemned spirits, and came from the
direction in which I was staring.
Its volume rapidly grew, till it soon reverberated rightfully through
the low passage, and at the same time I became conscious of an increasing
draught of old air, likewise flowing from the tunnels and the city above.
The touch of this air seemed to restore my balance, for I instantly recalled
the sudden gusts which had risen around the mouth of the abyss each sunset
and sunrise, one of which had indeed revealed the hidden tunnels to me.
I looked at my watch and saw that sunrise was near, so bracing myself to
resist the gale that was sweeping down to its cavern home as it had swept
forth at evening. My fear again waned low, since a natural phenomenon tends
to dispel broodings over the unknown.
More
and more madly poured the shrieking, moaning night wind into the gulf of
the inner earth. I dropped prone again and clutched vainly at the floor
for fear of being swept bodily through the open gate into the phosphorescent
abyss. such fury I had not expected, and as I grew aware of an actual slipping
of my form toward the abyss I was beset by a thousand new terrors of apprehension
and imagination. The malignancy of the blast awakened incredible fancies;
once more I compared myself shudderingly to the only human image in that
frightful corridor, the man who was torn to pieces by the nameless race,
for in the fiendish clawing of the swirling currents there seemed to abide
a vindictive rage all the stronger because it was largely impotent. I think
I screamed frantically near the last--I was almost mad--of the howling
wind-wraiths. I tried to crawl against the murderous invisible torrent,
but I could not even hold my own as I was pushed slowly and inexorably
toward the unknown world. Finally reason must have wholly snapped;
for I fell babbling over and
over that unexplainable couplet of the mad Arab Alhazred, who dreamed of
the nameless city:
That is not dead which can eternal lie,
And with strange aeons even death may die.
Only
the grim brooding desert gods know what really took place--what indescribably
struggles and scrambles in the dark I endured or what Abaddon
guided me back to life, where
I must always remember and shiver in the night wind till oblivion--or worse--claims
me. Monstrous, unnatural, colossal, was the thing--too far beyond all the
ideas of man to be believed except in the silent damnable small hours of
the morning when one cannot sleep.
I have
said that the fury of the rushing blast was infernal-- cacodaemoniacal--
and that its voices were hideous with the pent-up viciousness of desolate
eternities. Presently these voices, while still chaotic before me,
seemed to my beating brain to take articulate form behind me; and down
there in the grave of unnumbered aeon-dead antiquities, leagues below the
dawn-lit world of men, I heard the ghastly cursing and snarling of strange-tongued
fiends. Turning, I saw outlined against the luminous aether of the
abyss that could not be seen against the dusk of the corridor--a nightmare
horde of rushing devils; hate distort, grotesquely panoplied, half transparent
devils of a race no man might mistake-- the crawling reptiles of the nameless
city.
And
as the wind died away I was plunged into the ghoul-pooled darkness of earth's
bowels; for behind the last of the creatures the great brazen door clanged
shut with a deafening peal of metallic music whose reverberations swelled
out to the distant world to hail the rising sun as Memnon hails it from
the banks of the Nile.