I
saw him on a sleepless night when I was walking desperately to save my
soul and my vision. My coming to New York had been a mistake; for whereas
I had looked for poignant wonder and inspiration in the teeming labyrinths
of ancient streets that twist endlessly from forgotten courts and squares
and waterfronts to courts and squares and waterfronts equally forgotten,
and in the Cyclopean modern towers and pinnacles that rise blackly Babylonian
under waning moons, I had found instead only a sense of horror and oppression
which threatened to master, paralyze, and annihilate me.
The disillusion had been gradual. Coming for the first
time upon the town, I had seen it in the sunset from a bridge, majestic
above its waters, its incredible peaks and pyramids rising flowerlike and
delicate from pools of violet mist to play with the flaming clouds and
the first stars of evening. Then it had lighted up window by window above
the shimmering tides where lanterns nodded and glided and deep horns bayed
weird harmonies, and had itself become a starry firmament of dream, redolent
of faery music, and one with the marvels of Carcassonne and Samarcand and
El Dorado and all glorious and half-fabulous cities. Shortly afterward
I was taken through those antique ways so dear to my fancy-narrow, curving
alleys and passages where rows of red Georgian brick blinked with small-paned
dormers above pillared doorways that had looked on gilded sedans and paneled
coaches - and in the first flush of realization of these long-wished things
I thought I had indeed achieved such treasures as would make me in time
a poet.
But success and happiness were not to be. Garish daylight
showed only squalor and alienage and the noxious elephantiasis of climbing,
spreading stone where the moon had hinted of loveliness and elder magic;
and the throngs of people that seethed through the flume-like streets were
squat, swarthy strangers with hardened faces and narrow eyes, shrewd strangers
without dreams and without kinship to the scenes about them, who could
never mean aught to a blue-eyed man of the old folk, with the love of fair
green lanes and white New England village steeples in his heart.
So instead of the poems I had hoped for, there came
only a shuddering blackness and ineffable loneliness; and I saw at last
a fearful truth which no one had ever dared to breathe before - the unwhisperable
secret of secrets - the fact that this city of stone and stridor is not
a sentient perpetuation of Old New York as London is of Old London and
Paris of Old Paris, but that it is in fact quite dead, its sprawling body
imperfectly embalmed and infested with queer animate things which have
nothing to do with it as it was in life. Upon making this discovery I ceased
to sleep comfortably; though something of resigned tranquillity came back
as I gradually formed the habit of keeping off the streets by day and venturing
abroad only at night, when darkness calls forth what little of the past
still hovers wraith-like about, and old white doorways remember the stalwart
forms that once passed through them. With this mode of relief I even wrote
a few poems, and still refrained from going home to my people lest I seem
to crawl back ignobly in defeat.
Then, on a sleepless night's walk, I met the man. It
was in a grotesque hidden courtyard of the Greenwich section, for there
in my ignorance I had settled, having heard of the place as the natural
home of poets and artists. The archaic lanes and houses and unexpected
bits of square and court had indeed delighted me, and when I found the
poets and artists to be loud-voiced pretenders whose quaintness is tinsel
and whose lives are a denial of all that pure beauty which is poetry and
art, I stayed on for love of these venerable things. I fancied them as
they were in their prime, when Greenwich was a placid village not yet engulfed
by the town; and in the hours before dawn, when all the revellers had slunk
away, I used to wander alone among their cryptical windings and brood upon
the curious arcana which generations must have deposited there. This kept
my soul alive, and gave me a few of those dreams and visions for which
the poet far within me cried out.
The man came upon me at about two one cloudy August
morning, as I was threading a series of detached courtyards; now accessible
only through the unlighted hallways of intervening buildings, but once
forming parts of a continuous network of picturesque alleys. I had heard
of them by vague rumor, and realized that they could not be upon any map
of today; but the fact that they were forgotten only endeared them to me,
so that I had sought them with twice my usual eagerness. Now that I had
found them, my eagerness was again redoubled; for something in their arrangement
dimly hinted that they might be only a few of many such, with dark, dumb
counterparts wedged obscurely betwixt high blank walls and deserted rear
tenements, or lurking lamplessly behind archways unbetrayed by hordes of
the foreign-speaking or guarded by furtive and uncommunicative artists
whose practises do not invite publicity or the light of day.
He spoke to me without invitation, noting my mood and
glances as I studied certain knockered doorways above iron-railed steps,
the pallid glow of traceried transoms feebly lighting my face. His own
face was in shadow, and he wore a wide-brimmed hat which somehow blended
perfectly with the out-of-date cloak he affected; but I was subtly disquieted
even before he addressed me. His form was very slight; thin almost to cadaverousness;
and his voice proved phenomenally soft and hollow, though not particularly
deep. He had, he said, noticed me several times at my wanderings; and inferred
that I resembled him in loving the vestiges of former years. Would I not
like the guidance of one long practised in these explorations, and possessed
of local information profoundly deeper than any which an obvious newcomer
could possibly have gained?
As he spoke, I caught a glimpse of his face in the
yellow beam from a solitary attic window. It was a noble, even a handsome
elderly countenance; and bore the marks of a lineage and refinement unusual
for the age and place. Yet some quality about it disturbed me almost as
much as its features pleased me - perhaps it was too white, or too expressionless,
or too much out of keeping with the locality, to make me feel easy or comfortable.
Nevertheless I followed him; for in those dreary days my quest for antique
beauty and mystery was all that I had to keep my soul alive, and I reckoned
it a rare favor of Fate to fall in with one whose kindred seekings seemed
to have penetrated so much farther than mine.
Something in the night constrained the cloaked man
to silence and for a long hour he led me forward without needless words;
making only the briefest of comments concerning ancient names and dates
and changes, and directing my progress very largely by gestures as we squeezed
through interstices, tiptoed through corridors clambered over brick walls,
and once crawled on hands and knees through a low, arched passage of stone
whose immense length and tortuous twistings effaced at last every hint
of geographical location I had managed to preserve. The things we saw were
very old and marvelous, or at least they seemed so in the few straggling
rays of light by which I viewed them, and I shall never forget the tottering
Ionic columns and fluted pilasters and urn-headed iron fenceposts and flaring-linteled
windows and decorative fanlights that appeared to grow quainter and stranger
the deeper we advanced into this inexhaustible maze of unknown antiquity.
We met no person, and as time passed the lighted windows
became fewer and fewer. The streetlights we first encountered had been
of oil, and of the ancient lozenge pattern. Later I noticed some with candles;
and at last, after traversing a horrible unlighted court where my guide
had to lead with his gloved hand through total blackness to a narrow wooded
gate in a high wall, we came upon a fragment of alley lit only by lanterns
in front of every seventh house - unbelievably Colonial tin lanterns with
conical tops and holes punched in the sides. This alley led steeply uphill
- more steeply than I thought possible in this part of New York - and the
upper end was blocked squarely by the ivy-clad wall of a private estate,
beyond which I could see a pale cupola, and the tops of trees waving against
a vague lightness in the sky. In this wall was a small, low-arched gate
of nail-studded black oak, which the man proceeded to unlock with a ponderous
key. Leading me within, he steered a course in utter blackness over what
seemed to be a gravel path, and finally up a flight of stone steps to the
door of the house, which he unlocked and opened for me.
We entered, and as we did so I grew faint from a reek
of infinite mustiness which welled out to meet us, and which must have
been the fruit of unwholesome centuries of decay. My host appeared not
to notice this, and in courtesy I kept silent as he piloted me up a curving
stairway, across a hall, and into a room whose door I heard him lock behind
us. Then I saw him pull the curtains of the three small-paned windows that
barely showed themselves against the lightening sky; after which he crossed
to the mantel, struck flint and steel, lighted two candles of a candelabrum
of twelve sconces, and made a gesture enjoining soft-toned speech.
In this feeble radiance I saw that we were in a spacious,
well-furnished and paneled library dating from the first quarter of the
Eighteenth Century, with splendid doorway pediments, a delightful Doric
cornice, and a magnificently carved overmantel with scroll-and-urn top.
Above the crowded bookshelves at intervals along the walls were well-wrought
family portraits; all tarnished to an enigmatical dimness, and bearing
an unmistakable likeness to the man who now motioned me to a chair beside
the graceful Chippendale table. Before seating himself across the tahle
from me, my host paused for a moment as if in embarrassment; then, tardily
removing his gloves, wide-brimmed hat, and cloak, stood theatrically revealed
in full mid-Georgian costume from queued hair and neck ruffles to knee-breeches,
silk hose, and the buckled shoes I had not previously noticed. Now slowly
sinking into a lyre-back chair, he commenced to eye me intently.
Without his hat he took on an aspect of extreme age
which was scarcely visible before, and I wondered if this unperceived mark
of singular longevity were not one of the sources of my disquiet. When
he spoke at length, his soft, hollow, and carefully muffled voice not infrequently
quavered; and now and then I had great difficulty in following him as I
listened with a thrill of amazement and half-disavowed alarm which grew
each instant.
"You behold, Sir," my host began, "a man of very eccentrical
habits for whose costume no apology need be offered to one with your wit
and inclinations. Reflecting upon better times, I have not scrupled to
ascertain their ways, and adopt their dress and manners; an indulgence
which offends none if practised without ostentation. It hath been my good
fortune to retain the rural seat of my ancestors, swallowed though it was
by two towns, first Greenwich, which built up hither after 1800, then New
York, which joined on near 1830. There were many reasons for the close
keeping of this place in my family, and I have not been remiss in discharging
such obligations. The squire who succeeded to it in 1768 studied sartain
arts and made sartain discoveries, all connected with influences residing
in this particular plot of ground, and eminently desarving of the strongest
guarding. Some curious effects of these arts and discoveries I now purpose
to show you, under the strictest secrecy; and I believe I may rely on my
judgement of men enough to have no distrust of either your interest or
your fidelity."
He paused, but I could only nod my head. I have said
that I was alarmed, yet to my soul nothing was more deadly than the material
daylight world of New York, and whether this man were a harmless eccentric
or a wielder of dangerous arts, I had no choice save to follow him and
slake my sense of wonder on whatever he might have to offer. So I listened.
"To - my ancestor," he softly continued, "there appeared
to reside some very remarkable qualities in the will of mankind; qualities
having a little-suspected dominance not only over the acts of one's self
and of others, but over every variety of force and substance in Nature,
and over many elements and dimensions deemed more universal than Nature
herself. May I say that he flouted the sanctity of things as great as space
and time and that he put to strange uses the rites of sartain half-breed
red Indians once encamped upon this hill? These Indians showed choler when
the place was built, and were plaguey pestilent in asking to visit the
grounds at the full of the moon. For years they stole over the wall each
month when they could, and by stealth performed sartain acts. Then, in
'68, the new squire catched them at their doings, and stood still at what
he saw. Thereafter he bargained with them and exchanged the free access
of his grounds for the exact inwardness of what they did, larning that
their grandfathers got part of their custom from red ancestors and part
from an old Dutchman in the time of the States-General. Arid pox on him,
I'm afeared the squire must have sarved them monstrous bad rum - whether
or not by intent - for a week after he larnt the secret he was the only
man living that knew it. You, Sir, are the first outsider to be told there
is a secret, and split me if I'd have risked tampering that much with -
the powers - had ye not been so hot after bygone things."
I shuddered as the man grew colloquial - and with the
familiar speech of another day. He went on.
"But you must know, Sir, that what - the squire - got
from those mongrel savages was but a small part of the larning he came
to have. He had not been at Oxford for nothing, nor talked to no account
with an ancient chymist and astrologer in Paris. He was, in fine, made
sensible that all the world is but the smoke of our intellects; past the
bidding of the vulgar, but by the wise to be puffed out and drawn in like
any cloud of prime Virginia tobacco. What we want, we may make about us;
and what we don't want, we may sweep away. I won't say that all this is
wholly true in body, but 'tis sufficient true to furnish a very pretty
spectacle now and then. You, I conceive, would be tickled hy a better sight
of sartain other years than your fancy affords you; so be pleased to hold
back any fright at what I design to show. Come to the window and be quiet."
My host now took my hand to draw me to one of the two
windows on the long side of the malodorous room, and at the first touch
of his ungloved fingers I turned cold. His flesh, though dry and firm,
was of the quality of ice; and I almost shrank away from his pulling. But
again I thought of the emptiness and horror of reality, and boldly prepared
to follow whithersoever I might be led. Once at the window, the man drew
apart the yellow silk curtains and directed my stare into the blackness
outside. For a moment I saw nothing save a myriad of tiny dancing lights,
far, far before me. Then, as if in response to an insidious motion of my
host's hand, a flash of heat-lightning played over the scene, and I looked
out upon a sea of luxuriant foliage - foliage unpolluted, and not the sea
of roofs to be expected by any normal mind. On my right the Hudson glittered
wickedly, and in the distance ahead I saw the unhealthy shimmer of a vast
salt marsh constellated with nervous fireflies. The flash died, and an
evil smile illumined the waxy face of the aged necromancer.
"That was before my time - before the new squire's
time. Pray let us try again."
I was faint, even fainter than the hateful modernity
of that accursed city had made me.
"Good God!" I whispered, "can you do that for any time?"
And as he nodded, and bared the black stumps of what had once been yellow
fangs, I clutched at the curtains to prevent myself from falling. But he
steadied me with that terrible, ice-cold claw, and once more made his insidious
gesture.
Again the lightning flashed - but this time upon a
scene not wholly strange. It was Greenwich, the Greenwich that used to
be, with here and there a roof or row of houses as we see it now, yet with
lovely green lanes and fields and bits of grassy common. The marsh still
glittered beyond, but in the farther distance I saw the steeples of what
was then all of New York; Trinity and St. Paul's and the Brick Church dominating
their sisters, and a faint haze of wood smoke hovering over the whole.
I breathed hard, hut not so much from the sight itself as from the possibilities
my imagination terrifiedly conjured up.
"Can you - dare you - go far?" I spoke with awe and
I think he shared it for a second, but the evil grin returned.
"Far? What I have seen would blast ye to a mad statue
of stone! Back, back - forward, forward - look ye puling lackwit!"
And as he snarled the phrase under his breath he gestured
anew bringing to the sky a flash more blinding than either which had come
before. For full three seconds I could glimpse that pandemoniac sight,
and in those seconds I saw a vista which will ever afterward torment me
in dreams. I saw the heavens verminous with strange flying things, and
beneath them a hellish black city of giant stone terraces with impious
pyramids flung savagely to the moon, and devil-lights burning from unnumbered
windows. And swarming loathsomely on aerial galleries I saw the yellow,
squint-eyed people of that city, robed horribly in orange and red, and
dancing insanely to the pounding of fevered kettle-drums, the clatter of
obscene crotala, and the maniacal moaning of muted horns whose ceaseless
dirges rose and fell undulantly like the wave of an unhallowed ocean of
bitumen.
I saw this vista, I say, and heard as with the mind's
ear the blasphemous domdaniel of cacophony which companioned it. It was
the shrieking fulfilment of all the horror which that corpse-city had ever
stirred in my soul, and forgetting every injunction to silence I screamed
and screamed and screamed as my nerves gave way and the walls quivered
about me.
Then, as the flash subsided, I saw that my host was
trembling too; a look of shocking fear half-blotting from his face the
serpent distortion of rage which my screams had excited. He tottered, clutched
at the curtains as I had done before, and wriggled his head wildly, like
a hunted animal. God knows he had cause, for as the echoes of my screaming
died away there came another sound so hellishly suggestive that only numbed
emotion kept me sane and conscious. It was the steady, stealthy creaking
of the stairs beyond the locked door, as with the ascent of a barefoot
or skin-shod horde; and at last the cautious, purposeful rattling of the
brass latch that glowed in the feeble candlelight. The old man clawed and
spat at me through the moldy air, and barked things in his throat as he
swayed with the yellow curtain he clutched.
"The full moon - damn ye - ye... ye yelping dog - ye
called 'em, and they've come for me! Moccasined feet - dead men - Gad sink
ye, ye red devils, but I poisoned no rum o' yours - han't I kept your pox-rotted
magic safe - ye swilled yourselves sick, curse ye, and yet must needs blame
the squire - let go, you! Unhand that latch - I've naught for ye here -
"
At this point three slow and very deliberate raps shook
the panels of the door, and a white foam gathered at the mouth of the frantic
magician. His fright, turning to steely despair, left room for a resurgence
of his rage against me; and he staggered a step toward the table on whose
edge I was steadying myself. The curtains, still clutched in his right
hand as his left clawed out at me, grew taut and finally crashed down from
their lofty fastenings; admitting to the room a flood of that full moonlight
which the brightening of the sky had presaged. In those greenish beams
the candles paled, and a new semblance of decay spread over the musk-reeking
room with its wormy paneling, sagging floor, battered mantel, rickety furniture,
and ragged draperies. It spread over the old man, too, whether from the
same source or because of his fear and vehemence, and I saw him shrivel
and blacken as he lurched near and strove to rend me with vulturine talons.
Only his eyes stayed whole, and they glared with a propulsive, dilated
incandescence which grew as the face around them charred and dwindled.
The rapping was now repeated with greater insistence,
and this time bore a hint of metal. The black thing facing me had become
only a head with eyes, impotently trying to wriggle across the sinking
floor in my direction, and occasionally emitting feeble little spits of
immortal malice. Now swift and splintering blows assailed the sickly panels,
and I saw the gleam of a tomahawk as it cleft the rending wood. I did not
move, for I could not; but watched dazedly as the door fell in pieces to
admit a colossal, shapeless influx of inky substance starred with shining,
malevolent eyes. It poured thickly, like a flood of oil bursting a rotten
bulkhead, overturned a chair as it spread, and finally flowed under the
table and across the room to where the blackened head with the eyes still
glared at me. Around that head it closed, totally swallowing it up, and
in another moment it had begun to recede; bearing away its invisible burden
without touching me, and flowing again out that black doorway and down
the unseen stairs, which creaked as before, though in reverse order.
Then the floor gave way at last, and I slid gaspingly
down into the nighted chamber below, choking with cobwebs and half-swooning
with terror. The green moon, shining through broken windows, showed me
the hall door half open; and as I rose from the plaster-strewn floor and
twisted myself free from the sagged ceiling, I saw sweep past it an awful
torrent of blackness, with scores of baleful eyes glowing in it. It was
seeking the door to the cellar, and when it found it, vanished therein.
I now felt the floor of this lower room giving as that of the upper chamber
had done, and once a crashing above had been followed by the fall past
the west window of some thing which must have been the cupola. Now liberated
for the instant from the wreckage, I rushed through the hall to the front
door and finding myself unable to open it, seized a chair and broke a window,
climbing frenziedly out upon the unkempt lawn where moon light danced over
yard-high grass and weeds. The wall was high and all the gates were locked
but moving a pile of boxes in a corner I managed to gain the top and cling
to the great stone urn set there.
About me in my exhaustion I could see only strange
walls and windows and old gambrel roofs. The steep street of my approach
was nowhere visible, and the little I did see succumbed rapidly to a mist
that rolled in from the river despite the glaring moonlight. Suddenly the
urn to which I clung began to tremble, as if sharing my own lethal dizziness;
and in another instant my body was plunging downward to I knew not what
fate.
The man who found me said that I must have crawled
a long way despite my broken bones, for a trail of blood stretched off
as far as he dared look. The gathering rain soon effaced this link with
the scene of my ordeal, and reports could state no more than that I had
appeared from a place unknown, at the entrance to a little black court
off Perry Street.
I never sought to return to those tenebrous labyrinths,
nor would I direct any sane man thither if I could. Of who or what that
ancient creature was, I have no idea; but I repeat that the city is dead
and full of unsuspected horrors. Whither he has gone, I do not know; but
I have gone home to the pure New England lanes up which fragrant sea-winds
sweep at evening.