Nathicana

by H. P. Lovecraft
 
 
    It was in the pale garden of Zais; 
     The mist-shrouded gardens of Zais, 
     Where blossoms the white naphalot, 
     The redolent herald of midnight. 
     There slumber the still lakes of crystal, 
     And streamlets that flow without murm'ring; 
     Smooth streamlets from caverns of Kathos 
     Where broodth the calm spirits of twilight. 
     And over the lakes and the streamlets 
     Are bridges of pure alabaster, 
     White bridges all cunningly carven 
     With figures of fairies and daemons. 
     Here glimmer strange suns and strange planets, 
     And strange is the crescent Bnapis 
     That sets 'yong the ivy-grown ramparts 
     Where thicken the dusk of the evening. 
     Here fall the white vapours of Yabon; 
     And here in the swirl of vapours 
     I saw the divine Nathicana; 
     The garlanded, white Nathicana; 
     The slow-eyed, red-lipped Nathicana; 
     The silver-voiced, sweet Nathicana; 
     The plae-rob'd, belov'd Nathicana. 
     And ever was she my beloved, 
     From ages when time was unfashioned 
     Now anything fashion'd but Yabon. 
     And here dwelt we ever and ever, 
     The innocent children of Zais, 
     At peace in the paths and the arbours, 
     White-crowned with the blest nephalote. 
     How oft would we float in the twilight 
     O'er flow'r-cover'd pastures and hillsides 
     All white with the lowly astalthon; 
     The lowly yet lovely astalthon, 
     And dream in a world made of dreaming 
     The dreams that are fairer than Aidenn; 
     Bright dreams that are truer than reason! 
     So dreamed and so lov'd we thro' ages, 
     Till came the cursed season of Dzannin; 
     The daemon-damn'd season of Dzannin; 
     When red shone the suns and the planets, 
     And red leamed the crescent Banapis, 
     And red fell the vapours of Yabon. 
     Then redden'd the blossoms and streamlets 
     And lakes that lay under the bridges, 
     And even the calm alabaster 
     glowed pink with uncanny reflections 
     Till all the carv'd fairies and daemons 
     Leer'd redly from the backgrounds of shadow. 
     Now redden'd my vision, and madly 
     I strove to peer thro' the dense curtain 
     And glimpsed the divine Nathicana; 
     The pure, ever-pale Nathicana; 
     The lov'd, the unchang'd Nathicana. 
     But vortex on vortex of madness 
     Beclouded my labouring vision; 
     My damnable, reddening vision 
     That built a new world for my seeing; 
     Anew world of redness and darkness, 
     A horrible coma call'd living 
     So now in this come call'd living 
     I view the bright phantons of beauty; 
     The false hollow phantoms of beauty 
     That cloak all the evils of Dzannin. 
     I view them with infinite longing, 
     So like do they seem to my lov'd one: 
     Yet foul for their eyes shines their evil; 
     Their cruel and pitilessevil, 
     More evil than Thaphron and Latgoz, 
     Twice ill fro its gorgeous concealment. 
     And only in slumbers of midnight 
     Appears the lost maid Nathicana, 
     The pallid, the pure Nathicana 
     Who fades at the glance of the dreamer. 
     Again and again do I seek her; 
     I woo with deep draughts of Plathotis, 
     Deep draughts brew'd in wine of Astarte 
     And strengthen'd with tears of long weeping. 
     I yearn for the gardens of Zais; 
     The lovely, lost garden of Zais 
     Where blossoms the white nephalot, 
     The redolent herald of midnight. 
     The last potent draught am I brewing; 
     A draught that the daemons delight ih; 
     A drught that will banish the redness; 
     The horrible coma call'd living. 
     Soon, soon, if I fail not in brewing, 
     The redness and madness will vanish, 
     And deep in the worm-people'd darkness 
     Will rot the base chains that hav bound me. 
     Once more shall the gardens of Zais 
     Dawn white on my long-tortur'd vision, 
     Andthere midst the vapours of Yabon 
     Will stand the divine Nathicana; 
     The deathless, restor'd Nathicana 
     whose like is not met with in living. 
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